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end of drama

i think that i should finally post a blog entry to conclude my dramamama sessions.
i'm not saying that they won't be anymore though.
lol.

ANYWAY.

i'm totally ok now ok? =)))

hopefully everything'll work out for the best!

And recently, i've learnt that all friendships are kinda like a bgr.
( i cant think of a better term than bgr. sorry )

its just whether u want to focus your energy/mood/emotions on the good memories or the bad.

i had been focusing my energy and thoughts on all the negativity.

isnt it funny how there's always downs to go with the ups.
but there can never be ups all the way?

actually two nights ago i had a clear mind of what exactly i wanted to type out.
but now im not really sure.
haha.

i just wanna say that i really appreciate the friendships i have now.

i might've taken a long time to learn to forgive and forget.
but i'm really glad with where i am now.

i think i'm really beginning to accept everyone's differences.
and i'm not saying i will always understand it.

but i really do cherish my friends.

and seriously...

[ this goes out to anyone out there who feels it too =) ]

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

i love each and everyone of you.
you know who you are ;)

Cause you're the sweetheart
That melts my heart
And everytime I get upset
I'd make up a million excuses
Just so I'd let myself
Give you another chance

thank you fazzy wazzy.

i'm so so deeply touched =)))

and u said " u can have it.."

hehehehe.

i don't know what i'd do without good friends.
and good songs.

and i really think songs play a mighty powerful part.

wonderwall.

imsohungupihatemyselfandimsorrytomyfriendscosihatewhiningbuteverythingis
remindingmeofhimimjustsohungupihatemyselficantbelievethisishappeningicantdoit
ireallycant

gonna be ok

another emo entry.
i'm sorry.

i know i should probably stop feeling this.

i asked for it. didnt i?

i thank god for friends who are occupying me.

but u leave me alone for one minute and i start thinking.
i start regretting.

i still think it sounds stupid.
so stupid.

so god help me.

cos i also think its the right thing.

i just need time to get used to it?

i'm focusing my anger on something else.

i really want to know why.
why it happened like that.

just like that.

what's wrong with me?

did u know that people actually thought radz and i were a lesbian couple?
hahaha.
that sure made my day.

Just Dance

"Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance"

big girls don't cry

i can't believe im at this stage in my life right now.

i still think my decision was stupid.
damn fucking stupid.

but at the same time.
i know that i should get it out of my system.

even though i know what/why i did it.
im still gonna say:
i don't know what i just did.

and i think that there's a psycho girlfriend in every girl.
haha.

anyway.

i was so distracted just now.
i friggin scalded myself.

wait.
not finished.

scalded myself with a bowl of freshly cooked maggi.

hahahaha.
my thigh's all red.

thats so damn stupid.

.
.
.
.
.

tell me i'm not making a mistake.

WHY IS IT SO HARD WHEN I'M THE ONE WHO'S DECIDED IT?!
i feel like running back.

imysm

i'm sorry i'm being such a drama queen.
i hate it when i get like this.
but i don't get myself sometimes.

OMGWTFBBQ

omgaaaaah.

did u all read????

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_336060.html?vgnmr=1

i wanted to blog about
HOW MUCH I MISS AND LOVE MY FRIENDS

but omgwtfbbq.

disgusting shittttt.

and how appropriate is that piece of news with the song on my blog?
HAHAHAHA.

so....

I MISS MY FRIENDS!

hellooooooo peopleee?why so busyyy?

come come let's meet!

haha.

(this is a publicity entry. so-called.)