i can't believe im at this stage in my life right now.
i still think my decision was stupid.
damn fucking stupid.
but at the same time.
i know that i should get it out of my system.
even though i know what/why i did it.
im still gonna say:
i don't know what i just did.
and i think that there's a psycho girlfriend in every girl.
haha.
anyway.
i was so distracted just now.
i friggin scalded myself.
wait.
not finished.
scalded myself with a bowl of freshly cooked maggi.
hahahaha.
my thigh's all red.
thats so damn stupid.
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tell me i'm not making a mistake.
WHY IS IT SO HARD WHEN I'M THE ONE WHO'S DECIDED IT?!
i feel like running back.
imysm
i'm sorry i'm being such a drama queen.
i hate it when i get like this.
but i don't get myself sometimes.
<3
